The Talking Fingers

19/366 I do feel bad for him but the problem lies in his personality. He often expect too much and hoping things to happen within his time frame. I cannot blame him for that but his disappointment was because of him expecting too much for something that isn't yet confirmed. One can pray for something that they hoped for but not to the extent that the thing eats the person that s/he failed to see the bigger pictures.  *Sigh* I too pray about it for you but I trust in God's timing. It'll happen according to God's will. I don't know how to comfort him. I cannot find the right words to say to him.  Frankly speaking, I am a bit annoyed but we're just two different people with different mindset. I cannot force him to have the same mindset and patience as I do (though I do have limited level of patience lol). I feel sorry for him at the same time too, so it's kind of a roller coaster of emotion for me at that moment.  I did managed to not lose my temper which I fou...

I am typing your name today too~  It's was not once or twice that I regretted using your name as my username's password (for company login ID). There were some days that it doesn't even bother me while putting on my password. There were occasion that you don't crossed my mind while typing it. But it seems that today is one of the day that I'm deeply reminded by you. You're bothering my mind a bit too hard today.  After you have blocked me on whatsapp, our method of communication is by telegram. And these days, I picked up the habit of not opening your chats (usually the last conversation) so it will remains on my notifications list. So, whenever I dropped down the notification list, I'll see your name which will make me feel like we're still regularly texting one another.  Yeah, I am just feeding my illusion over you and this may considered as my obsession towards you. Please let me be for now. It might not be too soon but later on...very later on, I...

Do you believe that for whatever choices you've made in life come with regrets? That's just how human are. They will always (or oftenly) have that thought. 'Will my life be better if I choose differently?' The result might be different for every choices we've made and some of them may be unpleasant. But I believe that it will always bound to us - on how we view it.  The right path? Can we really be able to determine the right path? We can only choose while hoping that we made the right choice. What if it leads us to the wrong path? Personally speaking, even the wrong choices will lead us to the right path. Though perhaps we'll be taking longer routes to get there.  Still... it will depends on how we respond once we have the realization (that we're going ashtray from our desired path). Some may choose to continue walking their current path by thinking that it's already too late for them meanwhile some will find for different route to walk to.  Then again,...